I’m the least reliable person to ask for hair care tips since I’m not really “caring” with my hair (one of the reasons why I opted to cut my long locks). But here’s what I normally do. I use conditioner daily, and shampoo every other day. I don’t iron/curl/blow dry my hair, I just let it be. And always have it trimmed every month to avoid having split ends. Hehe.
Look at how messy my hair used to be. HAHA I have a shorter hair now so it’s much more manageable. :)
My mom would often tell me that there are two types of people in this world, those who experience things to remember and those who experience things to be remembered. While most of those existing may remember the things they have done in life, not all will certainly be remembered in this world. And the fear of being forgotten is one of the reasons why I have set a goal in my life: and that is to live life doing something significant.
There are different kinds of love out there and I’d like to believe that this one is something special. They say a story like this has already been written out of the book but still, I’d like to believe that this one is, indeed, something different- something special. It’s easy to say that love is this and that, but it’s much more difficult to give it meaning. I’d like to think that ours is about giving love meaning, giving it a story of it’s own, not the story people ought it to be. It’s not supposed to be that complicated, you know? If you’re happy about it and you’re not crossing other people, then it’s okay. I’m happy with how things are going. And I want it to be that way
I don’t like giving people that much power over me. That’s why I don’t’ want to attach myself that much because when I do, I always end up feeling vulnerable. And I don’t want people to see that side of me.
This will probably be the longest time that I’ll be away from home. Two months. I try to repeat it every once in awhile hoping that it’ll finally sink in but it hasn’t. Not even a bit. It feels weird because I’m used to being away from home because of the trainings and seminars that I participate in. But this time it just feels different. For the first time in my life I can feel the loneliness of being far from the people you love. For the first time I can feel like i’m missing out on things. I can feel people drifting away and I can see that they are happy with that.
And I try to be happy for them as well.
It has always been like that.
Reblogging this for fun. :-) Sana ay may ma cross out na ulit dito.
My Mom and I had a little conversation about the things I want to do in my life. I told her that I want to make the most out of it. I want to go on adventures, learn new stuff and do certain things. So in order to keep track of all the things I want to do, I decided to make my own bucketlist. I hope to accomplish everything in this list. :)
It’s when you know something very important- something others don’t know that you tend to question the fairness of this world. When you say something about it you’ll end up looking bitter. When you keep mum about it, you’ll be as naive as everyone else. Hypocrites are everywhere. They tell you things you want to hear and keep their agenda hidden. They’re foolish people taking advantage of your innocence. It’s simply frustrating and very disappointing in my part and also to those who seek the truth.
Here’s to the lack of better judgement that people have settled for.
Three years ago, I entered the university with the sole desire of graduating as Cum Laude. It sounded so good to me, as if it was music to my ears. MONTALLANA, INY M. Cum Laude. The idea may sound silly, but still it was attainable. And from that day forward, I decided that I would focus on my academics. But it only took a few weeks before the opportunities started coming. I don’t know what happened or how it happened, before I knew it, I was taking a completely different path.
Based on the things happening today. Do you think, it was right to end your last relationship?
Definitely. :) I’m happier nowadays and I believe the end of our relationship paved way for my growth. Some say it was my defense mechanism, being a workaholic and focusing on extra curricular and my academics instead of investing time with me lovelife.I don’t know what it is but I just feel happier and lighter and more mature. :) SO I think it was a good decision
what happened to your last commited relationship? Why did it end?
It wasn’t healthy anymore. We were fighting over the smallest things and we wanted different things too. Instead of growing together, we were hurting each other. We couldn’t get along. We were good friends, but we were not good in being in a relationship. So nawala na lang siya, kahit kakasimula pa lang.
People may not understand where I’m coming from, but right now, all I want is something long term. I want something that can last through time. I want someone who will stay.I know I’m too young to think of future possibilities, but I don’t want to invest on things that i’ll be losing in the end. I want things that I can keep. I want a relationship that would outlast everything. It may scare people off, i mean, napakaidealistic, right? But I believe if two people really want to be in a relationship, they should not just settle with the present, but they should also consider future plans. In God’s perfect time, I know i’ll meet the right person who will share the same vision as mine.
The more I think about it, the more I feel scared. It’s not the idea of the future that scares me, it’s the idea of changing. What if I change and I lose important people? or what if these important people change and I lose them? I have many questions, i have my doubts, and right now all I want is someone who can assure me that it’s going to be okay. I try to assess my life and think of all the things that I want to do. I try to recall if there are people I want to make amends with. Or if there are things I want to say. Perhaps it’s one of the reasons why I’m scared. What if I miss out in important things in my life because i’m too consumed with the idea of the future? I do want to be open about my feelings, but there’s just something that’s holding me back.
It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.”
March 17, 2014- The day I accepted the Outstanding Student Award from the College of Arts and Letters Admin. Aside from that I was recognized for representing the college in various conventions, kasama na ang pag ka elect ko as Chairman of PACS- Luzon. Napuno man ng luha ang aking speech, masaya pa din ako dahil naiparating ko sa ibang tao ang taos puso kong pasasalamat sakanila. AT!!! Ngayon ko lang din napansin, may mali sa certi na binigay nila sakin. Haha. Hanapin ang mali.
Back in my freshman year, I also attended the CAL Recognition day program. The outstanding student back then was Ate Patrixia Santos, one of my friends, who was also a Peer Counselor and the guest speaker was no other than, Miss Universe 4th Runner up, Ms. Maria Venus Raj who was also a proud CALiber and a Cum Laude back in her college days. I was truly inspired by these two ladies. Right then and there, I said to myself, one day, I will also be like them.
Then I asked myself, what should I do? Naisip ko, ang common denominator ni Ate Pat and Ms. Venus Raj ay parehas silang beauty queen. Does this mean mag papageant na din ako? I brushed off the idea. No, I can’t join beauty pageants. Napagisip isip ko noon na, if there’s something I have that they also have, it is the big dream and the guts to pursue that dream. My mentors, would often tell me, when you dream, dream big. And boy did I have big dreams. This used to be my dream, and now, I am proud to say, I’m living my dream.
Today is a special day. Not only because it’s my Father’s birthday, but also because it’s the day where we can finally start living our dream. Today is the day that all our hard work will be recognized and rewarded. And today is the day that I will receive my award as the outstanding student of the College of Arts and Letters.
Those gifted with the power of speech and has developed a sense of confidence in themselves should use this talent to inspire other people, defend those abused, and influence others to be better citizens of the planet. We are here to uphold what is right and just. We are not here to take others for granted or to show that we are better than them.