"Timing is everything. I’ve met people whom I was certain we’re meant for each other but didn’t get along in the end. And then there are those whom I swear could have made a good couple but then they were too scared to even give it a shot. I know I’m not supposed to feel sorry for them, but then I still do. If people could just wait for the right time to approach the right person or people just had the guts to go after that person in that one perfect moment, then maybe we all got our happy ending. Maybe people were not as sad as they are right now. And maybe, just maybe, the world was a much happier place."
"I don’t know if it has ever occurred to you, but maybe we’re just waiting on each other. Maybe we already have something special, but we’re just too scared to say it, because maybe the words would just blow it off. Several moments has already passed where all I wanted to do is just take the time off and tell you I love you. But then when I think of the endless possibilities, not to mention several negative thoughts, I just shrug it off because I’d rather love you from a distance and see you happy than be outspoken and lose you along the way."
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I’d like to believe that in every argument, the relationship between two people grows deeper. I think it’s the disagreements that strengthens the foundation of a relationship. It is when you’re comfortable with each other and confident enough to share your thoughts without fearing that the other might misinterpret what you say. Healthy relationships undergo challenges like this. If one is not vocal about his/her thoughts, then their relationship is bound to fail. You must be open and willing to express yourself in words or just break down and cry. You will not worry about it that much because you’ll always feel secure knowing that the other is just by your side. The arguments should not be a reason for one to leave but rather, it should make them feel more eager to stay. And if a relationship can outlast the bad days, it can surely outlast anything that comes along the way.
I don’t know all the right answers, but I try my best to think of one just to stop myself from over thinking. Sometimes all we need is an answer to calm us down. Not all answers are good, but just the thought of having an answer - an idea- to all the existing questions in my head is good enough for me.
But then, there are those nights.
Nights like this.
When no matter how hard you try, no matter how deep you think, no matter how much effort you put on it, you just can’t find any answer to the big questions in life. You just can’t figure out what’s wrong with people. You just can’t decipher the meaning behind their actions. It’s hard to deal with the mind games their playing with you. It’s just too much to handle.Too much that all you want to do is curl up in your bed and hope for everything to pass. Because that’s just how things are.They just pass.
I can’t figure this one out. I’m too exhausted, too much consumed, to even think of a rational answer. How I wish it’s over.
I can talk in front of a crowd, I can make an impromptu speech, I can even answer a question spontaneously yet I will always find it difficult to talk about the way I feel about someone, especially when it comes to you. I used to be the type of person who can speak out her mind and be firm with her decisions, but when it comes to you, I always seem to falter.
Despite being open in sharing my opinion about certain issues, I will always find myself holding back whenever I’m supposed to open up about my feelings for you. I’m not usually “open” when it comes to those kind of stuff. Believe it or not, I’m a reserved person, at least when it’s about my personal relationships. I get shy whenever people ask me about how I feel so I usually avoid those kind of conversation. But then again, you have this certain hold in my life that I can’t seem to brush off. That’s when I realized how much you make me feel vulnerable. And to be honest, I never felt this vulnerable for a very long time.
Others have tried to win me over, but it’s only you who captured my heart. It’s not something I say every day, but I definitely mean it every single time. And though I am not sure of what the future may hold, I’m just thankful that I won’t be facing it alone anymore. Thank you for giving me a new perspective. Thank you for proving me wrong when I said “all men are the same” and thank you for staying despite my deliberate actions to drive you away. It’s not easy dealing with a person who is as unpredictable and unstable as me, and yet you’ve been very understanding. And that’s one of the things that make me certain that you’re someone worth keeping.
I won’t be counting the days, i’ll just make each one count. Because I think I finally got it right this time around.