Whenever I feel down, I just think of all the people who believed and continuously believes in me. I don’t want to disappoint them. I don’t want people to look down on me and see a poor little girl who have reached failure. Pity is not something I easily take from people. But aside from that,  I don’t want to disappoint myself. I have set the bars high for the things I want to achieve. And though people can try to discourage me, I have learned that nothing can ever affect me as long as I decide not to let it affect me at all. The mind can be honed in a way that you decide what to believe in, and what to disregard. And the heart can tell you when to fight for things, and when to concede the battle. As of now, I can see a lot of reasons for me to just let go and free myself of all the responsibilities that I am currently handling. But I chose to look away from all these and just focus on the one thing that kept me going throughout all my hardships: my goals. I need to focus on the goal. Though people are starting to become annoying, I’d rather use my time thinking of sensible things. Hating them would do me no good. Perhaps I can rant about it once in awhile, but then 60 seconds of complaining about the shortcomings of other people is a minute of wisdom that could have been shared with people who are more worthy of my time. I just need to focus. FOCUS.

( 8 ) 8 months ago - Reblog  #life  #thoughts  #depressed  #love  #hurt  #sad
"Even the stars cannot tell you when to stop loving someone because the decision can only be made by you and you alone."
"Taking someone for granted and relying on second chances after because you claim that everybody deserves it, makes you unworthy of that second chance."
"I mean, no one tells me how I live my life, no one tells me who I love, especially not some vindictive prehistoric witch, and definitely not the universe. And I’m not gonna let someone else’s idea of destiny stop me from loving you or being with you or building a future with you, because you are my life."
— Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries Season 5
"I always admired how courageous you were in fighting your battles and how brave you were in conquering your fears. But there is one thing that I don’t like about that strength of yours, and that’s how you manage to carry on a day or two without saying a word to me."
— Uncategorized
Thoughts of a lady who just turned eighteen.

Last October 20, I got to celebrate my eighteenth birthday. It was just a simple celebration. I invited friends for dinner at our house and we just played around and talked. It was a short breather for the USC since we have an upcoming event this week and it was also a mini reunion for my high school friends and the Team Bananas (our team who went to Korea last July) who have been very much busy with their own lives and problems in their respective colleges.

Super friends! :) Team BANANA, USC and my high school friends. <3

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"I don’t know if it has ever occurred to you, but maybe we’re just waiting on each other. Maybe we already have something special, but we’re just too scared to say it, because maybe the words would just blow it off. Several moments has already passed where all I wanted to do is just take the time off and tell you I love you. But then when I think of the endless possibilities, not to mention several negative thoughts, I just shrug it off because I’d rather love you from a distance and see you happy than be outspoken and lose you along the way."
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"Do you know why you are alone? Because no one is good enough for you. No one will ever be good for you. Kaya ka miserable dahil sa sarili mong kagagawan."
— Wacky, She’s The One
"I wanted to ask you upfront, but then I chickened out at the last minute. I always back out at the last minute. Why do you have to be so intimidating? Now I have to live with another set of what if’s messing up with my mind."
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Rapunzel:  What if it’s not everything I dreamed it would be?
Flynn Rider: It will be.
Rapunzel: And what if it is? What do I do then?
Flynn Rider: Well,that’s the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream.


I have always been fascinated by the deep meanings behind the conversations in animated films. This was one of those great animated films and out of all the wonderful things in the movie, these lines struck me the most. Especially now that I can feel like I’m connected to it in a different level.

All the while I thought I knew what I wanted in life. I had it all planned out. Maybe I was not sure of how I would achieve those things, but I knew what I wanted and I was sure that I want to achieve those one day.  But then when I was slowly living my dream, the dream that I’ve always wanted, I realized that there are far more greater things that I want to achieve. It opened up a new path, a new dream. It’s funny how you get to meet people who can change the course of your life. Serendipity, i guess. 

Hm. Right now, I can’t say that I’m ready to live the big dream. Because like before, I’m not sure if this is my destiny. No one can ever tell if your dream is already your biggest dream. Someday, someone will come along and make a huge impact and he may eventually change the dream that you’ve always dreamed of. It’ll be another series of dreaming. But as of the moment, I’m happy with my new dream. I’m still hoping for our paths to cross. Maybe not now, or maybe not even in this world. Perhaps in the parallel universe. Or in a new world that He created. 

I don’t know who or how or why, but still I’m Hopeful~

( 7 ) 9 months ago - Reblog  #dream  #tangled  #love  #life