You want to know the horrible truth? I can’t even remember what she looked like. I only know she was the one thing I ever wanted. Someone took her away from me, and seven kingdoms couldn’t fill the hole she left behind.
"I decided to write it down because maybe if I wrote it, it would alert the universe and then it can conspire for us to meet once more. I’m still hopeful for our next meeting. I just can’t wait to see you again."
When you’re down, I’ll cheer you up. When you’re crying, I’ll make it stop. When you want to forget your regrets. I’ll try to fix you. When you’re cold, I’ll hold you tight. Whisper softly that it’s alright. When you want to forget your regrets.You can count on me to fix you
"I am in love with the idea of just simply thinking about you and until then I will be content with just looking at you from a distance."
"Although there’s no clear answer on whether or not our paths will cross once more, I’m still grateful because once upon a time I was able to share great moments with someone really special- that’s you."
"And then there are those nights when all I can think of is how you held my hand and said my name. Those are memories that are worth keeping, even though it breaks my heart to remember them every now and then."
Has it ever crossed your mind that maybe you’re just too busy fantasizing about someone when the person meant for you is just a few blocks away? and that maybe you just overlook her when you were busy trying to catch the attention of someone else? I mean you’re always complaining that the person you love doesn’t love you back when in fact you also do not realize that perhaps someone out there is also going through the same phase as you. You think it hurts? Think of the person who’s hurting more just because of your insensitivity.
Ahhh love problems. Why do I even bother? 😩 Haha
Sometimes I think I’m too hard on myself. Like there are a lot of instances when I can see myself falling in love but then I brush off the idea since it’s not really part of the "plan". No, I don’t think have specific goals, but right now I have outlined my priorities. Love, as in the romantic kind of love, is nowhere in that list. Plus there are a lot of things going on in my life and I think falling in love would be so unruly. I can’t afford to get distracted. Some people have been really sweet though. And I’m thankful that I got to meet nice people in my life. But then, It still won’t be the perfect equation because I don’t think this is the right time and I don’t have the right mindset for such things. [ Equation: Right Guy + Right Mindset + Right Time = ^_____^ ]
Landi. Hahaha. K. Random post. Time to sleep. Goodnight.
Life has not always been easy, but I managed to survive. And with that, I am happy.
My name is Iny M. Montallana. I’m 17 years old. I don’t know what my name means but some people relate it to the Chinese words for “I love You” which is Wo Ai Ni. I have an older sister who just recently passed the Nursing Board exam. My Dad is an OFW working in America. My Mom, on the other hand, is a teacher and also a registered nurse. It may sound like the normal family of four, but we are nowhere near the word normal. I don’t mean it in a negative way. I just think normal would really be inappropriate to describe this family that I have. You may say unique, but that would be underrated. Maybe we’re just a contemporary family. Just a little between happy and dysfunctional.